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Your work reflects the complexities of family and history. How do you balance honoring your past while
             also forging your own identity through your art?
             The past informs the present, which informs the future, which also informs the present, which also informs the past.
             These relationships are fascinating and complicated and rich and valuable, but they can start being a problem when
             you become so fixated on one that you begin to lose sight of the others. Sometimes I feel very comfortable healthily
             managing these perspectives, but it’s also true that it's very easy to lose myself. This is something I often talk about in
             therapy, and it’s something I’m still practicing as I get to know myself better.
             As a full-time college student and artist, how do you navigate the challenges of balancing academic life
             with your artistic practice? Has your education influenced your artwork in any way?
             The relationship between art and formal education is complicated, on one hand, the understanding of the world around
             you  that  education  can  afford  can  be  extremely  valuable  to  the  creative  process,  yet  at  the  same  time,  formal
             constraints, requirements, and rules can be constricting to any artistic and personal ideological freedom you hope to
             achieve. Balancing this with the need to prioritize my other responsibilities, which by all means have more real-world
             consequences  than  whether  or  not  I  get  to  spend  a  day  painting,  can  be  a  tenuous  exercise.  Ultimately,  both  serve
             different purposes in my life, I don’t think I could ever do only one or the other, the combination is what’s fulfilling.
             What kind of conversations or emotions do you hope to evoke in those who view your work?
             I can’t be everything to everyone, I simply hope that someone can access this work and find what they need. I hope that
             viewers  may  find  one  thing  that  comforts  them,  or  one  thing  that  discomforts  them,  whichever  they  need  in  that
             moment. Think about it, maybe even talk about it, try to share it with someone in some way. That is what I want people
             to do with this.
             How  do  you  create  spaces  within
             your  work  where  both  you  and  your
             audience   can   confront   difficult
             emotions,  such  as  grief  or  isolation,
             and find strength in them?
             I’ve grown up viewing this world as a place
             where  it’s  normal  for  us  to  hide  things
             from  one  another.  There’s  no  specific
             person  that  I  can  blame  that  on,  and
             there’s no specific place that I can go to fix
             it. Art is one place I can go to challenge the
             urge to hide. I hope that by consuming this
             work  others  can  start  to  challenge  that
             too.




















                             The Swallow, The Daughter
                                   Acrylic on canvas,
                                      20'’x16'’, 2024


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